Cant take this.. I need to get away. I need time alone. I need the long forgotten adrenaline rush of a long downhill followed by a drop/burm. It might not take all my worries or frustrations away, but it sure does help me forget it for that one moment.
Right now a couple things are worrying me. For one is MPSIP. I’m not hating the project and all but i really seem to be having a LOT of problems communicating with my group members. Why? well simply put it, 1 doesnt really have a sense of urgency for the project and the other just wants to get things done like ASAP, without letting anyone rest even after a whole days of work. I just can’t get a moment to myself in the lab. Now with the upcoming PR1 the pressure is really coming. I’m stressing out doing the PPT, trying to figure out how to use ProE with 1 group member inspecting my every move and the other just sitting at the other computer playing facebook. and when i do start to rest and play a game of some sort. The bloody CU/DU (dont know what its called) head comes and GG im caught.
Another is well.. quite a personal problem and i don’t really wanna elaborate here. and finally, the last is my parents constantly bugging me to start packing, planning and get ready for the trip overseas despite telling them constantly that i DO NOT WANT to go! I’m really sick of traveling. i really got a feeling my MPSIP is gonna lack behind and all and I’ve already told them i dont wanna travel cause of my MPSIP but noooooo… still wanna travel cause “its gonna be the last time we go together as a family” thats what they said 2years ago. Screw this shit. Hard to get them to even listen to me.
I guess i just have to suck it all up since I’ve got no choice anyway. Screw this shit.
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