Unable to find the time to update this. so im just gonna let this be left here to rot and be deleted accordingly. This blog lasted me a few good years and holds many good and bad things. but everything will eventually be left to die. well to this tiny spot of webspace.
Goodbye.
Cant take this.. I need to get away. I need time alone. I need the long forgotten adrenaline rush of a long downhill followed by a drop/burm. It might not take all my worries or frustrations away, but it sure does help me forget it for that one moment.
Right now a couple things are worrying me. For one is MPSIP. I’m not hating the project and all but i really seem to be having a LOT of problems communicating with my group members. Why? well simply put it, 1 doesnt really have a sense of urgency for the project and the other just wants to get things done like ASAP, without letting anyone rest even after a whole days of work. I just can’t get a moment to myself in the lab. Now with the upcoming PR1 the pressure is really coming. I’m stressing out doing the PPT, trying to figure out how to use ProE with 1 group member inspecting my every move and the other just sitting at the other computer playing facebook. and when i do start to rest and play a game of some sort. The bloody CU/DU (dont know what its called) head comes and GG im caught.
Another is well.. quite a personal problem and i don’t really wanna elaborate here. and finally, the last is my parents constantly bugging me to start packing, planning and get ready for the trip overseas despite telling them constantly that i DO NOT WANT to go! I’m really sick of traveling. i really got a feeling my MPSIP is gonna lack behind and all and I’ve already told them i dont wanna travel cause of my MPSIP but noooooo… still wanna travel cause “its gonna be the last time we go together as a family” thats what they said 2years ago. Screw this shit. Hard to get them to even listen to me.
I guess i just have to suck it all up since I’ve got no choice anyway. Screw this shit.
I find myself once again sitting on a fence, with the wind blowing against me, with yet another decision to make. To go with the wind? or fight it and land on the other side not knowing what lies in stored? Been pondering this for a few days and until now, all i wanna do is to stop fighting and let the wind take me, causing me to land on a hard floor, but yet another part of me wants to fight the wind to the other side of the fence and see what is going to happen, what its going to be, a mine field? a patch of green grass? or both?
this feeling sucks
MPSIP is slowly killing me! someone save me! Sucks to be the group leader of 2 people who are older then you. Feels weird telling them to do work and etc. The lab sucks, damn freaking warm, the DU head sucks (goes around taking photos of everyone slacking off), the supervisor is kinda blur, and finally you cant even facebook during LUNCH! WTH?! its a freaking prison cell and even prisoners are given a little money if im not wrong! Blah!
Okay something else.
I’ve created a tumblr.
http://lkhnoel.tumblr.com/
Okay I’m off! bye!
4th roll!
Voigltander Bessa R3M, Nokton 40F1.4
Lucky 200 Colour negatives.
Domozzzz
I’m so loving this camera!!! =D Really starting to like this cheap china film!
3rd roll 
Voiglander Bessa R3M, Nokton 40F1.4
Lucky 100 B&W
Thats all the decent ones. Not very happy with how the photos turned out. 
2nd roll with the Voiglander..
Kodak 200 Negatives. Voiglander Bessa R3M. Nokton 40f1.4
Basically i was testing my camera out on low light conditions. something i would have never done on a film.. and im happy! haha! My 3rd roll is finished.. just needs to sent for developing. So stay tuned 
